Shot through the heart again

I feel like i set myself up for failure because I'm a glutton for punishment. I want to know if its possible to ever stop liking someone. I mean, if you're still the same person and they're still the same person who appeals to you, how can it ever? You can put a conscious effort into it, but all the key elements are still there. I mentally stamped someone with "Rejected me 100 times" and yet, i can't help but still feel very intensely about her. I regret ever being a "Family Matters" fan. Urkel was too much of an influence on my approach to getting a girlfriend. That sort of thing is funny on tv, but creepy in real life. 101 rejections later, i still haven't learned. And it's impossible to wear a girl down to the point where she will date you out of pity. Seriously. It's impossible. Trust me. I've tried.

I suppose i shouldn't have modeled my courting rituals after a bespectacled, annoying, incredibly geeky dude with pants up to his nipples and a penchant for pungent cheeses. I'm not smart enough. But what's done is done.

You'll forever be my Laura Winslow...