Up in smoke

I try a bridge but its almost done
The sky is black and full of ash
why can't i cross?
my soul is nearly lost,
I think my time has past

I'm at the edge and my mind is gone
I can see it floating by.
What once was whole
is now eating at my soul.
It makes me want to die.

So I must
live like a liar
Pretending i don't know...
I must
live like a liar
and let it show.